kechan_28

College life has just begun for me. I’ve just started making friends and more importantly, adjusting to the new environment I’m in.

Much is expected to pass the course I’ve chosen. If I don’t pass, it’s bye-bye to my course and it’s time to do the dropping. I’m a little nervous… well, honestly, I really am nervous. To think that I have thick books to read and to study in so little time is somehow pressuring even by just thinking of it. The rules in my university are very strict. There’s this removal of students who fails to pass the units until such time comes that even out of a hundred, only less than half of it could graduate.

Hopefully, I would like to make it to the next years. However, how long can I stand it? Can I really do it? For now, I can’t blame myself for doubting. It’s the worse possible thing I could do. I know that doubts do no good for me. I should be doing the opposite which is to believe. Stop trying and just keep on doing. Just keep praying, just keep going.

I have my goals and priorities and more importantly, dreams. I HAVE TO GET THROUGH THIS. I know I’m not alone on this, though.